Monday, March 16, 2009

In my thoughts

To the little mister -
I will most likely make rare appearances on this. I am not the most vocal, or the most technological. Kristyn is much better at this, but I feel like you should know this. You are in my thoughts often. It seems as though I am surrounded by you in my thoughts. God has put you on my heart so often lately. I don't know you, I don't know your name, I don't know what you look like or how old you are. I don't know what you smell like, or what your personality will become. I don't know if you are a trouble maker or if you are quiet and shy. I will not know if you like vegetables or if you will have problems in school. I won't know who you will become or what color will be your favorite. I don't know if you have your teeth yet. I don't know if your mother is holding you, or if she wishes you weren't around. I don't know if you are sleeping or hungry. I don't know if you speak or what you understand. I don't understand why you will love us, or at times if you will. I have so many unknowns. The one thing I do know is that God wants me to cast these aside and pursue you. He wants me to put those cares on Him. He tells me to wait on Him and to keep rolling. It doesn't matter that I don't know right now. The thing that does matter, it seems, is that I leave Jesus as my source of hope and life. You will come to us one day, and you will be loved. Just as we are loved by Jesus. You will be the joy of our lives and the reason for a evening stroll.

We wait for you little one, and we hope you are well.
May Jesus keep you and protect you from the evils that are ever present around you.
You are known...


  1. mj-will you let me go on the walk with you guys? thanks for writing. love you.

  2. I needed to read this today. Thank you for sharing your prayer. God is speaking to me through your blog that I am reading today


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